INDIGO2000000 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

i understand your view i went threw that before,but he only speaks of postive things. he is not negative an any way beside that he wont just back the fuck off me and wont shut the fuck up.

INDIGO2000000 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

right now it would be the military, that would make me happy right now.

cvjucla3 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

If you want to be a teacher, you will have to go to school. You cannot be a teacher in this society w/o an education. The military has its good aspects & bad aspects. I would suggest that you look into it, & do your homework. You can meet a lot of people in the military & travel & get benefits, but you will have to sign a contract & take orders & sort of be a slave. Now I joined the military at 27, & then went back to school when I got out at 31. You are going through something normal: life.

cvjucla3 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

I would say that yout conscience is talking to you. You have a dialectical conflict going on inside you, two opposing viewpoints, which is perfectly all right. You have to make a decision to break this conflict. Imo, when making a decision, the only logical choice that you can make is 1 that will make YOU FEEL the most happy. There's not necessarily a right or wrong decision, but you have to make it. The best thing that you can do is freely make your decision & live w/ it. Talk to someone, girl.

47Indigo47 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

In my opinion its a dark entity, i had the same problem, i became very skinny because he told me not to eat "theres dying kids in africa and everytime you eat a plate of food, one dies". It got to the point where he had me not talking to not doing anything besides laying next to my aquaium all day, he even told me not to talk to my mother. He told me he was my grandpa. One day i just decided to go agaisnt what he said because my mother was helling at me to talk to her. (continued ^)