I stood there for a minute or two just staring at the box on the stairs. Should I open it? I wasn't crying anymore but i was starting to get all choked up. My heart was in my throat. I walked slowly towards and sat a step above the present. Was it really this hard to open it? Come on Caitlin. I picked up the box and set it on my lap. I took one last look at it and then unwrapped the sparkly green paper. My favorite. I unfolded to flaps on the box and saw and envelope mixed in with a bunch of multi colored styrofoam peanuts. I took out the envelope and put the box back down on its step. I felt to envelope and it was flat. Paper. I slowly opened it and pulled out some papers. They smelled like Nick. I unfolded them and braced myself for what I was about to read.Caitlin,You know I love you, but just in case it slipped your mind, I Love You. I know you're probably reading this and thinking to yourself 'Put it down. You can't handle this right now' but I know you can so please read it. I'm sorry I had to leave you, especially now. Please don't get to overly worked up. A month will be over before you know it and you get to come see me in two weeks for two days and I'm looking forward to it. I just want you to remember that no matter how hard things get, or how bad things have turned around, I will always be there for you. Even when I'm not there I'm always a phone call away. You'll be ok, I promise. I love you. NickI had tears strolling down my face but I quickly wiped them away. I was going to be ok now matter how hard it was. I don't need Nick right now all I need are my two new favorite guys, Ben & Jerry! (ben and jerry's ice cream for our slower readers! lol jk)I walked into the kitchen and opened to freezer. Man there was like every ice cream you could think of in there. I thought Frankie but then I knew Joe probably had something to do with it. I decided that it probably wasn't a good idea for me to be alone, depressed, and in a house full of ice cream by myself so I backed away from the freezer. I looked at the clock on the stove and it said 4:45. Man, I was so worked up about them leaving that I totally forgot that i haven't slept in two days. I took my present upstairs with me and went straight to Nick's room. My safe haven. I got under his blankets and pulled them up by my face. The smell of him made me relax. I sat there thinking about how much I loved him and that he was truly the best boyfriend I've ever had and will have. Finally after about two hours of thinking, taking in Nick's scent that would probably wear off in the next couple of days, and tosing and turning I finally fell asleep. Unfortunately not for long..OHHH Cliffie!! Haha love doing that to you!Why did Caitlin wake up?Aww Nick is so flippen cute it kills me!What about Rick and Amy ( Don't have a heart attack ricky your coming up!)??haha find out soon but only if you comment and rate!Love ya!
Channel: Entertainment Uploaded: November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am Author: busie711
Length: 00:58 Rating: N/A Views: 95
Video Comments
Sk8ter4Life51 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
hahaha.i feel special now!!
busie711 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
haha yea ur right i didn't even think of that until you brought it up honestly!
Sk8ter4Life51 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
aquamarine am i right??the ben n jerry.these are good.keep writing.
